I have spent almost eight years till now, dreaming of being a pilot. But why, WHY did I ever think of being a pilot??? Here is one of the most silly answer you can ever get for that question. I was on the terrace when I saw a plane, and I remembered that every person that I was close to went out of the country, to live in UK, USA, Canada or Australia. I was hurt and I decided to be a pilot, so that I can fly to the places where my dear ones lived and meet them :-D All these years I have been very serious about it, but at this moment all I am doing is laughing at it. Its not that I don't want to be one now, but its like, even if I don't be one, it will not make much difference to me and my life. I can recall the time when I wanted to be a 'Basket Ball player', and when I wanted to be a 'Veterinary Doctor'. Both the times I was quite serious but still I did not end up being any of the two and I am not regretting at all. There were even more things I thought of, like being a car racer :-D but I am not even that.
I know achieving your dream is a big thing, but what if you don't feel like pursuing it any further, as in my case. I must admit that I am quite weary of my two day search for a graduate college due which I am writing this whole crap. There are so many courses to choose from and I don't have any idea about what should I choose. I entered engineering without having any idea about it and now I am thinking of studying further :-o I have, probably, gone nuts. I kept telling my mom throughout the day that I don't want to study further. But if I don't study then what will I do? Job in an MNC? Hang me before someone puts me into one.
I wonder where will I end up after the completion of my present degree... I need to stop thinking about it and take care of my present.
I know achieving your dream is a big thing, but what if you don't feel like pursuing it any further, as in my case. I must admit that I am quite weary of my two day search for a graduate college due which I am writing this whole crap. There are so many courses to choose from and I don't have any idea about what should I choose. I entered engineering without having any idea about it and now I am thinking of studying further :-o I have, probably, gone nuts. I kept telling my mom throughout the day that I don't want to study further. But if I don't study then what will I do? Job in an MNC? Hang me before someone puts me into one.
I wonder where will I end up after the completion of my present degree... I need to stop thinking about it and take care of my present.
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